how exactly does it feel like to see 2 of the most important men in your life leave. actually, they're the only two important men in my life.
sent my dad to hospital yesterday. he's probably still in the operation room now, having his heart by-pass surgery. his so call "trendy operation". cuz he said everyone is doing it. =/
i dreaded the 975 bus yesterday. sent my baby off. got him to buy me chocs. to last me for 2 week. until he comes back on 28th. so no more giraffe to spend my weekend with.
i'm left empty again. no dad, no boyfriend. loneliness. no man at home to control my mom. lunatic on the loose. sigh.
at least i get to see my dad tml. took leave to visit him in the hospital. arhh. i hope everything is fine. :(
i miss u. i seriously doubt that the tube of chocolates will last me for 2 weeks. maaaaybe, i'll try to learn to cook something nice while he's away. maybe. haha.

women rules in my world now. hoho.